Went to cinema on Friday after work for this show.

Seriously this show damn nice man, but less fighting compared to the previous 1 >.<

Watched with Kira, Candy, Yumi and Wei Hao.

Lucky Wei Hao here, or else I'm gonna be a bad boy with 3 pretty girls.

I shared my "kinda big sweater" with Yumi and we had fun cuddling under it.

She lay her head on my shoulder and it is like soooo warm.

After that Candy's ex-bf fetch us go yum cha.

Freaking driving speed can?

Candy get used to it already I guess, for Kira...she doesn't afraid of death 1 and for me obviously I'm enjoying it because I used to enjoy Nicholas fast ride.

After that we fetch Yumi home first, OMG her house and the other houses around are so GIGANTIC. Then she brought her dog for us to take a look. Then we realize her parents was observing us from window above without light on, 1 of us thought it was ghost HAHAHA.

I kissed her on the cheek before she returns home, hope her parents didn't seen that.

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-Saturday-

Went to Nike to visit Kenneth, but hes in a bad mood and his friend keep calling him to cool down. So I didn't bother to talk to him and go back to work. Everyone in the shop are having alot of arguments same as us. Probably of the feng shui of the shop, nah I dunno =p
After closing the shop, after saying good bye I wanted to kiss her on the cheek but she kissed me on my lips, and went away.....
After awhile Kira called me, she told me that Lyvian been dating with...Ken?
I'm like WTH, it takes some time for me to digest, but compared to Ken..it is no wonder that she choosed him. So...what should I care now? Hahaha

-Sunday-

Actually wanted to watch movie after work, I went back home at 6. Then around 10 was going out halfway, then Kira called me to postpone to tomorrow because Candy wanna watch tomorrow. Kinda pissed by the way she talks to me, calling me to come again after I went back home. After that keep spamming my hp and house phone to apologize, seriously no need la, next time watch movie by yourself.

Another "not so fun" day.
I guess working still the best when you dont have transport to get ur ass to any mall or to get some fun outside.
Recently I keep saying and thinking of this word, [ W H Y ]
Yes, why? I don't know, I keep asking myself and the others "Why?"
Guess I'm pretty crazy lately, guess thats something to do with aging sign Lol.

Oh ya, went to play basketball today, after app 10 minutes, a couple of indian fags (sorry none racism intended) play football on the basketball court.
I'm like "What the hell, this is not futsal man."
and they even move our bags and bottles away.
Then I asked the guy that moved our stuff,

Me: Apa you buat?
Ass: *stares*
Me: You tak nampak I datang sini main dulu?
Ass: Kita mau main bola la.
Me: You seminggu main sini berapa kali?
Ass: Sekali saja la. (Obviously lying, I see them everyday)
Me: Saya sudah lama tak main, so macam mana sekarang?
Ass: *Kept quite and moves away*

After a couple minutes they move to the field to play.
Freaking fags, older than us but being idiots , no wonder they stay at the bottom for their whole life.
If they kick their ball and kena me, I'm gonna freaking break their legs for real.

Kenny taught me how to use the cashier and told me that soon I gonna open the shop or close it myself. Seriously he and Tiger are using us like pawns only. Reality is a cruel thing. I heard Tiger would be in the shop almost everyday to 'jaga' us. Today she preach preach preach until I have to go home late an hour. Most of them complain about Kenny but I just keep quiet because it is useless no matter what you said, you will just get bang by them back so why bother?

I wasn't able to patch things up with 1 of my friend.
Recently she never sms me or ajak me to makan with her.
I think she not interested in me or maybe worse, she hate me.
It is weird and akward when we eat together along with other friends.
It seems we grew even apart from each other.
Mainly I think it is my fault because I provoke her to debate over our personalities and why we couldn't get along.
She told me her personality got problem and stuff but I can't find any reason why she keep trying to avoid me and give me less attention even as a friend.
Now I really regret that I told her that I got a crush on her.
We were trying to be the old us but problem seems getting worse and worse.
I told her that I don't know what she is thinking in her mind and she told me the same thing.
What really makes me sad is that we can't get back to the time when we are so passionate to know and care for each other.
I don't want to bother her with sms or invite her to eat together because I'm afraid she would think I'm obsessed with her or desperate.

Maybe because I couldn't meet her requirement, she wouldn't open the door for me to understand her better.
No matter how hard you try or care for a person, it doesn't go the way you want it to.
The feelings of failure and anger are killing me...I don't know who I can turn to..

Lotsa people gonna quit working at my work place.
I think its gonna left only 2 of the old staff including me since Kenny going to Malacca.
Hope no dumbasses joining or else I gonna go away.
Recently I saved some of my posts as draft and not posting it since it is sensitive at the current situation I'm in.
I can't wait for my Myviiiiiiii.
I wanna drive whole day when I get it.
Bang some music along on the way xD

Recent weeks I've been thinking about a friend all the time. (sorry, no name are inserted)
I can't let her out of my mind and I've been thinking about her 24/7.
I even stupidly confessed to her which I think it is too early since we didn't know each other for very long.
She told me that we should think of what's in present as a friend and let it flow slowly and takes time to know each other better.
But seriously I think she's interested in me as a friend only by the way she treats me.
Sometimes she's like giving me a hint and sometimes a cold shoulder and now I'm all messed up inside.

I think I need an appointment with the doctor.

Whee nice movie, I watch til very kan jiong for this show with Lyvian.

We bought the tickets a day before the show.

Adam called me to get the tickets but too late ady been full.

Very happy because I get to watch with Lyvian, hope we can get to watch movie again.

Kenny today suddenly came into the shop, off day also want to come back and scold us.

We been discussing what to do since 1 of our colleague atm card been stolen.

Seriously ppl nowadays can steal almost anything.

Recently working with Kenny very stress le I dunno why?

If I same shift with him I confirm lost all my mood.

It is because every night I have to sapu the whole damn shop !

Then need to count best buy shirts, got few hundreds omg.

Sometimes tak sempat to finish also.

He very smart, hired his girlfriend to work with him but nv work at all, waste company salary and made us to do more work.

Stress stress stress alot alot alot of of of many many many things.

We dress up as emo, goth, and punk rock on Halloween.
We threw away the idea of wearing pumpkin, wizard..or wadevaumightcallit.

I wanted to eat so much with Lyvian but our shifts all different 1 -_-

Sat night I chat with her til 4 a.m. She asked me whether I'm sleepy or not and I just tell her I'm still good. Actually I'm already dozing off.

Had a haircut on Sunday, and Jyee called me early in the morning but I didn't answer.

My mom called me to return her a call because it might be something impt since she sms me to call her when i'm free. I'm like heck care -_- nothing good when girl call up anywayz.

Went to the dentist and get my lens on the way home.

Seriously I hate afternoon, my skin will surely dry like salty vege.