Whee, baby came today, missed you so much ! 

Baby came here with Adan & Haz, watched Tekken. Wish I was there too but gotta work.

Can't wait to watch Salt with baby later.

That damn Kenny always merayau when we needed him the most, and on top of that it's always a few hours. 

And yessss! I found my camera's USB ! Whee pic pic time! By the way this camera is not really those in-in type of camera available nowadays which is like anti-gegar, air, udara, G-force what the hell la but it would serve its purposes well. =)

Oh and I think I should get a notepad so i can jot down any random funny shits and post it on my blog. I've always forget bout them from time to time so yeah...=(

That's all folks!

It's been 543542642674538799 days since I last blogged about my life.

Many things happened and I'm lazy to go over it again & again.

This past few months I realized and went through a hell lot of problems and difficulties.

Most of the chinese said : If guy are troubled, what else could it be instead of money or woman.

Yes...but no..It's not entirely wrong, yet not correct.. there are some from the aspect of life.

To boast on that, my financial management been crumbling (like always) even I got my pay recently. The main reason is I would always love to get myself some extra bills or messing up others things that would pour my money in the drain. Just the house phone bills were pilled up to RM350 (I'm stupid enough to use my house phone to call handphones)  and still doesn't include my handphone bills too. I spend more on phone bills than my daily makan minum isi minyak life. So troubled man, the more I work the more I gotta pay for my own foolishness.

I've never been to shopping for a few months already due to my financial crisis and my 'not so-smart financing'.

And just when I started to get motivated to blog again, and with pictures !

but, guy's new resolution always last short, I found the digital camera but.... I need the box to get my hand on the USB.(why take photos when you can't even transfer it to a com)

and....my mom found me the box as an add on for my noodle which I had for breakfast.

Maybe god is treating me good afterall.... (open the box) and shyt, maybe not...the usb is not even inside.

Wow, it's my birthday today, finally 20 i guess :)

Thanks for all the wishes guys, and gifts.

And most important, thanks to my baby Sera... she even woke up early to bake a cake for me !

Went out for dinner with baby and had damn lot of fun.

After that she came to my house to celebrate...we played guitar in the room, cuddle and sing together. 

Today the best day ever, thanks to everyone for ur wishes, gifts and lots of love ! :)

Love my baby Sera ! 

Watched Robin Hood with baby yesterday, the movie overall not bad but for some reason it lacks of something. It is fun when we exchanged our sweater...can hug it every night before we sleep, so darn sweet :)

Its been way too long since the last time i blogged, been watching movies every week with baby, its fun to watch a single movie every week instead of watching them all at once or it will kill the fun of catching movies once in a while. Watched The Losers, Iron Man 2, The Crazies and lots more but we didn't get to watch Ip Man 2....and its funny how baby and the others pronounced it as I-P Man... Iron Man's brother? I don't know xD

My baby Sera is sooooo pity...she got chicken pox since like..last week?
Must be itchy like fuck if you ask me even I haven't got it yet, hopefully not now though.
Hope it will get healed as soon as possible, had a drink with baby just now, she shouldn't be out but it's hard not to see each other. >.<

That's all for now ~ (kinda lazy)

Had my day off with baby on Thursday, it is funny that I always blog about Thursday ignore the others. Haha. Went to fetch baby at 12 and we kicked some asses at Mines.
Went to check out the movie but realize that we watched all of them so none of them worth watching again...waste of money anyway so we decided to have our lunch at Kenny Roger's.
After that we walked around and baby bought herself a earphone that look like candy, pretty cool and the owner of the shop is so god damn funny, he looks like mixed and somehow look like those actor in some kick ass movie but he speak cantonese so I think it is so funny that i laughed my ass off afterwards. He was trying to jump off from the building and I asked what's wrong and he told me that he can't stand his idiot workers. Afterward I bought a armband, Max bought it for RM20 and I got it for only RM15 or to be precise I bargained so I got RM13 instead...hahaha sucker Max xD.
We head to Jusco after that to look for Ella and have drinks at Starbucks. It is fun to read newspaper and magazines together and cuddle up together. We even capture picture and record video of each other.
After that baby told me to close my eyes, and....OMG she got me a watch which she told me she promised to get me 1 after she got her salary. Thanks so much baby...love the watch so much...even you didn't mention the price I knew it is expensive but thanks alot anyway =)
Love you baby Sera <3

Last Thursday was both baby and mine's offday so we had a movie called "Date Night" and it was dam entertaining. It is fun that we get to cuddle up inside since it is so god damn cold. After that we head to Starbucks to get our fav Mocha fraps and get ourselves a newspaper to read plus crapping while it rains outside, what's better than this.
We had dinner afterwards at Mc D along with Ella and Max. After awhile we seen Aisyah and her family heading towards KFC, we decided to drop by to say hi but changed our mind after we saw her mom was around too.

Seriously I wish that I can post pic along but I couldn't since my phone's camera sucks core and my bluetooth spoilt and great...now what?
Baby was abit upset on our first month anniversary because of me being an idiot but lucky I got a trump card up my sleeve LOL so after much talking in the car I gave her the Glee CD and she screamed in the car, god she was so excited and happy. Thanks for being so understanding, caring and loving. Happy 1st month anniversary baby, I love you. =)

Sum & Sera forever.

Eu Sern and the others visited me that day.
Kinda suprised man, and who would think that he got so fatttttt and bigggggggg LOL.
We had lunch together with Max as well, much crapping afterwards.
Had dinner with Jones, Jay, & Max again Lol.
After finished eating, Jay fall asleep while sitting, we paid and walk away to found out that he didn't realized at all xD
Look for baby Sera after dinner. She just finished visiting SEGI college and explained alot of things regarding the college. We just sit there reading book after meal.

Yesterday I gave baby girl a teddy bear as our anniversary gift, she got so happy and she told me she appreciates it alot. Everything is fine as long as you can keep on smiling every single day. Waited Ella to finish her movie with friend and fetched both of them home.

Had a breakfast with baby at KFC. Kinda early to have ''heavy'' stuff.
After that we lepak at Starbucks and chit chat and teasing each other.
Back home, continue playing The Last Remnant. Fun to play xDDD

Had breakfast with baby yesterday and we goes to Carefour after that to get aquarium and some fishes. After I fetch baby to work, I drove to Max's house. His house quite nice, at Puncak Perdana and we exchanged a few old pants which we couldn't wear anymore. (He is getting fat and I'm the opposite) Lol.
After finishing stuff, he visited my house and we head to my grandpa's house to burn his garbage and polish our car.
Had dinner and head to Jusco to look for Sera dear.
I gave her a chocolate flower that I got on the way there.
She was suprised and thanked me. A kiss followed and I'm shocked LoL.
At our usual hanging place, she took my wallet and gave me back, so I just opened it to check and I found out there are something inside it. I opened it to found out that it is a necklace with our name engraved on it. I'm madly deeply in love with my baby. Thanks alot !
Max arrived afterward and in a bad mood because he just met with Suzanne.
Keep complaining for a awhile and to be true this is the first time me and baby to see he got so mad. Well most pampered girl from rich family are pretty stuck up.

We went to have a chat at a cafe yesterday, after that we did some crazy thing and end up getting chased by a patrol car. Damn panic and exciting at the same time.
Back home, Sera smsed me and said we shouldn't do that again.

Today I'm having morning shift again, with Aisyah. She is so darnnnnnnn cute can?
Seriously I enjoy working with all the staff excluding that fake bitch which ''related'' to our upper ppl. I miss Max so much, hes coming back to work after school holidays finished.

Sera and Ella had a plan to go on a vacation.
I'm joining no matter what LOL.
but I need a guy to accompany me or else it would be boring since Sera and me won't be sharing the room and I'm afraid of ghost.
Had a chat with them at Newtown.
I get the feelings that the relationship between Sera & I got better and still growing.
Ilu, Sera. =)

Off to sleep.

Something great happened on Tuesday night.
We had a little chat while looking at our usual night scenery.
I finally decided to take the first move and I guess I got the timing right.
Kinda suprised at first tho.
The second night, she kissed me back. Superb feel I must say.. lol
Hope our relation will get better & better.

Recently theres lotsa work at my working place. Paper work can be fun and annoying at the same time but I guess things can be turned to easy by having a bit of teamwork. I feel kind of 'sucessful' to be able to organize the staff to complete all the work. I hate to say it myself but I think I'm better than the supervisor and assistant at this part.
Not that I would say they are imcompetent, to be honest they have alot of strong points as well.
We cover each other back, guess that's what made us a family.

Wee, finally got the chance to blog.
Guess I'm a lazy tard so I gonna blog once for the whole month of Feb LOL.
I found out that Joel's Bday same as the day I got my car. A good reminder for every years to come xD
Gonna add a wing within this week, lucky that I got bonus from company so that I can cover the car add-on cost.
On Monday I watched ''JP & The Lightning Thief'' with Areen, didn' realize that Johann was watching the same movie as us but he sat behind of us so we didn't get to talk. Hope Johann can get over things abt 'K' since it is the best for him in my opinion but I don't wish to get too involved with their complicated r/s.

Angpau for this year pretty ok la for me since the eco never gets any better, got RM 300+ lidat.
And a little earning from gambling, lol.
But 1 thing I don't understand why my cousin get RM50 or maybe his fav grandson get RM100 and I got only RM30, every year my side confirm get less and the aunties side got more.
There is a girl that I meet every year when their side came to visit my grandparents, I didn't get a chance to know her name. She is quite a beauty to me and english educated since her dad a caucasian. We did smile at each other on a few occassions but we didn't get to talk.
On first day of CNY, after makan and chatting with relatives, grandpa, cousin, bro and I went to Pavillion. Bought a TOPMAN t-shirt which cost RM90 plus but the design is pretty good to me so it's okay.
Second day went to aunty's house, and had a few rounds of Poker and BlackJack.
My RM1 became RM50 in half and hour. Good thing I didn't lose xD
On the third day, Eu Sern and Wei Li came to visit, after gambling awhile then we decided to go to McD to makan. Thanks guys, I got RM20 when gambling from you guys to makan LOL.
After they returned home I look for my cousin and we had our car washed by those mamat.

The following days I really forgotten what happened, Lol so let's stop here.

It's been like 687463342 days since I last blogged.
Alot of things happened for the past few months.
A deep shyt situation, life threatening moments, betrayal unfold, true friendship found, the happiness between a lovers, and finally the day to leave each other.

Family, work, finance, friendship, love.
I think I failed all of them, seriously.
I did things that hurt my parents feelings.
I was not doing anything worthwhile at work, and got a great life lecture.
I spend almost all my money on entertainment and my girl and a little bit of 'crazy' stuff.
I lost a few friends.
I had to breakup with my girl.

It is a long long story, lemme unfold it 1 by 1.

There is this guy, let's call him W.
W and me are kinda like friend since we work nearby, we got good impression of each other at first altho we aren't very close to each other. He didn't know that I started dating Yumi and I have known that he got a big crush on her but I didn't really think abt it until... he keep looking for her and everytime we argue, his name came up and I realize something starting to go wrong.
I invited him out and we talked abt it, I asked him abt her, and after finish discussing I told her no matter who she choose, deal with it with no hard feelings and he agreed.
I thought he understood but he keep pestering her. Candy couldn't bear it and told him, If you value your friend, you should back out when she obviously choosen me. If this keep on, he will lost a friend, that's what Candy said to him. After all this, he still continue to pester her, and I think to myself...''Even if you succeed, could you handle my girlfriend?"
And voila~ He got what he deserved . My gf used her as a companion when we had a bit of cold war and he thought he had become her boy. After a period of time, I asked her whether he is the right guy for her. She told me that he wasn't a right guy afterall and said I'm better. She kissed me after saying that and I told her that how can you kiss me when you are in another relationship. Wouldn't that guy become a pathetic idiot for being used? And she scolded me for calling my friend an idiot. It was a joke for me seriously, how could a guy like him be called my friend after all he did just for a girl, because of an obviously one sided love he felt cheated by my gf and stop being my friend...how hilarious.
I keep trying to 'save' her all this time from repeating her past mistakes which made her like this but I realize I'm stupid. I believed in her because I still have hopes in her but she took it for granted all the time. I keep asking her, why did you keep falling deeper and deeper.
The thing that made me felt stupid that time wasn't because of her breaking my heart, but it is because I didn't realize that.....I was falling down to the same depth as her...a person declared by people as rotten.
Why you ask?
My friends and family asked what happened to me, both my look and personality changed alot.
Weird questions from them made me think, what happened to me after she walked into my life.
Well, 1 of the point is because there is a week which I lost 5 kgs, I guess?
My performance at work was questioned by my superior.
He asked me is it because of her, and he said he is dissapointed at me.
He told me girls nowadays good at injecting poison within us, slowly destroying us from the inside. I get what he said, really, for what am I now, standing infront of him.
Yin always be there everytime I got hurt. I think I owe her alot for helping me.
Johann and the others keep telling me to think carefully about my actions.
Even after a few attempts to leave each other, we still bound together.
Every time we kisses and make love, it is more difficult for us to stay away from each other.
In the end, I decided to break up and told her that we should stop contacting each other for our sake.I believed this and told her, if one day we are matured enough and still have each other at heart, we will eventually bound to be together.
After my mind has cleared, my friends all started to accept me back which a cheerful smile.
Kenny told me, everyone will make mistakes and after the clouds are gone, we will eventually see the sun again and tell me everything's gonna be alright.
My parents forgives me in the end.
Everything are alright now...but 1 thing I know for sure..I'm unable to be the old me..anymore.

Many thanks to the following people for helping me to go through this:

My parents - Forgives me for being an ass.
Kenny - Forgives me, gave me great life lesson, taught me various of things.
Yin - For being there for me when I got hurt.
Johann - For being an alarm for me, telling me it is time to let go of things.
Candy - For patching things up when I fought with her.
Kit - For fetching me to yum cha and Genting during midnight to cheer me up or have fun.
Dickson - For his funny crap which is comparable to Stephen Chow.
Lyvian - For taking care of me like a kid.
Max - For consulting and crap with me.
Joel - For cheering me up and celebrates X'mas & New Year with me.
Maggie - For cheering me up and telling me the danger of HIV.
Kira - For updating me with various news to avoid things.
Ereen - For her lotsa sugesstion when I'm clouded.
Ali - For helping me and telling me that I'm a bad ass.
And all the others that are not mentioned, thanks.

It is a great hapiness for me now,
for I'm being able to love you so,
but being the person I'm growing into makes me know,
that it is finally the time to let you go.
-Sum
2010